Ok... so last year there were a bazillion weddings to go to. It was fun and also slightly depressing. I am not saying I am fat, but I wasn't at my ideal weight and the pictures showed it. With the idea of a possible trip to Mexico looming, I got back into the gym and started to loose some of the weight. It was feeling good! Then my husband and I of 6 years found out we were having a baby! Which meant.... I was pregnant (obviously :) So my body was about to go through some changes. I actually didn't gain too much weight with the pregnancy at only 2 months after her birth I am 5 lbs from being pre pregnancy weight. The problem is that most of that weight before was muscle and now it is fat. The second problem is that my pre pregnancy weight is still 20 pounds over what I would like to be at which is 145 lbs. or more importantly a size 4 jeans. I will be happy with 150 and size 6 jeans but I figure if I am going to go at it why not go for what I really really want.
I am giving myself a year. June 30th 2012 is my husband's beautiful sister's wedding and I am a bridesmaid. I love her and am so excited for her!!! I also want to be happy when we flip through the photo album. I'm going to be honest and let it all out in this blog. I really don't know if anyone will even see the blog but really I don't care. I need it for myself. A journal of sorts that due to it's ability to be read by anyone will hold me accountable. So here it goes!
ps. The name is weight loss is Italian. I figured that sounded nicer than weight loss :) Plus when my husband and I were first married we went to Rome Italy and I was at my ideal weight at that time and I would like to get back to feeling good about myself like I did then.
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